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Thursday, January 08, 2009

Forgotten Past

Some scars never heal
At least that's what I'm told
But there's one thing
Different for me tonight.

No longer am I
Cursing at the world
For an image created
By abuse, neglect -
Or sheer stupidity.

To all the girls
Who held it down for me
Who gave me memories
Who sang along with me.

To the man
That I will spend
The rest of my life with;
I thank you.

For accepting me
That way I am.


Friday, December 19, 2008

The Best Thing About Tonight

Sitting here during the holidays
After an eventful year
I try to sit back and enjoy
The time spent with family.

Looking back on all the memories,
Laughs, tears, and the struggles -
Looking over at you and smiling;
For once my year has ended well.

But the reason as to my smiling?
Simply your company and knowing that
The upcoming years will be filled with
So much more emotions and memories.

So many others ask me questions about you;
Like why we're dating, and about the age,
The differences between us, along with
Other concerns I'm sure most think about.

Yet all I can really think about right now
Is what's going on at this very moment;
And I can't help but simply smile and sigh happily
The best thing about tonight?

It's the start of the rest of our life, together.


Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Together Forever

When the rain is blowing in the wind
I find myself sitting alone
Thinking of you, constantly wondering
What I did so well to find
Someone like you.

In the wind and the rain
Standing together
Thoughts of this lasting forever
I can and I will
Love you still.

My thoughts run deep into the night
All I know is with you I'm alright,
In your arms is where I want to be
Safe from the storm frequently caused
When we are together
All my thoughts are about forever.

In the wind and the rain
Standing together
Thoughts of this lasting forever
I can and I will
Love you still

In your eyes I see things
I never dreamed I'd see for myself
What I see is you really want me for me
Nothing or no one else
Together, forever, never apart
I hope you believe
I am here for the good and the bad
And I'm also here as your friend
I hope that you know
That I love you so
Together forever until the end

In the wind and the rain
Standing together
Thoughts of this lasting forever
I can and I will
Love you still....


Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Three Words

Three words
I. Love. You.
To some they mean
So much
& to others
They mean nothing at all

This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Three simple words
With so much complexity to them.

Able to make or break people
The sole reason behind
Such insanity

So many search for
The one” that truly means
Every word they say

& yet we all wonder;
Why do we strain ourselves
For what some believe to be
Only in fairy tales?
We'll never know

Able to make or break people
The sole reason behind
Such insanity
 

Three words
I. Love. You.
To some they mean
So much
& to others
They mean nothing at all.


Friday, November 14, 2008

Afraid To Love You Completely

Everyone tells me
Not to be so afraid
Of you, loving you
But I'm just afraid
To love you completely.

I'm so afraid
Of failing you;
Not being what you desire
I don't want to hurt you.

I want to be different
From all the others;
Without you pushing me away
& I don't want to chase you off.

Yt with a past like mine
I'm so afraid
Afraid of fights,
Afraid of trusting you,
Afraid of being judged
Pushed away & being hurt.

But most of all
I'm afraid of repeating
Both our pasts.

I want to make you
Happy;
Erase all the stress
& all the other prblems.

I want to be the one
That you run to
The one to hold you at night
Take care of when your sick.

But I'm afraid
Of being too much like
A wife for you -
Of being something
You don't want in your life.



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